Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Counter attack

Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum.

I don't know whether she hates me or what.

I understand that she's pregnant and that bugger hormonal changes may be a factor.

For unknown reason.

I just wonder what is my fault, what i had done.

I mean we used to talked a lot and helped each other. But suddenly she doesn't want to talk to me. To me alone.

I was sad. Sad enough that i cried. I know that we can't have all the people to like and love us, but i tried to as being me.

Plus she is my colleague. So i need to have communication with her. Its a must in my job perspective. Its so frustrating when you know that this person doesn't want to talk to you.

I kept calm after having a breakdown. I can't not talk to her. So i decided to do the way where i used to. At first, yes it was quite awkward and i felt uncomfortable. But i keep on saying to myself that things will get better if you endure it and be patient of the outcome. InsyaAllah things will get better.

You can't fight hate with hate, fire with fire.

And Alhamdulillah it does! Praise to Allah. Now we've came quite close than before. Inside my heart i am really greatful to Allah for fixing our relationship. Its tough and truly uncomfortable.

But still, is it just the hormonal changes or wonder where i did wrong..??

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