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Bismillah..
Assalamualaikum..

I've been through quite tough week.. Working with human is not easy.. Differs in every aspects.. And being away from family is the hardest part.. Allahuakbar.. What a tough one.. And still coming.. So what i did??

In every prayer i did,, i make du'a.. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah hariku pada hari ini.. But Allah didn't make my day easy.. Instead, He gave me tougher day.. In which, my mistake.. In my prayer, i didn't make du'a for my strength.. Yes, i got through those tough days and i felt burnt out..

Thus what i realized.. Ouh.. Aku sepatutnya doa 'Ya Allah.. Permudahkanlah hari-hariku.. Berikanlah aku ketabahan untuk mengharungi segala dugaan dan cabaran.. Aku bersyukur atas segalanya..

Allah give me challenges cause He knew i can do it.. I'm strong enough.. Allah knew everything.. I just have to believe and be strong(yeah its not that easy..honestly).. Aku lemah tapi itu bukan alasan.. Aku perlu kuat.. Kalau aku berjaya mengharungi hari itu.. Mungkin hari akan datang lebih mencabar.. Allah nak aku lebih kuat.. Mungkin sebagai penghapus dosa .. Mungkin juga sebagai satu kesedaran atau mungkin ada sesuatu yang sudah tertulis ;')

Have faith, believe, and iman towards Allah..

Ya Allah.. Aku berserah kepadamu